the thing about my dad is I WANT TO HATE HIM FOR WHAT HE’S DONE and most of the time i do!! like he’s a diagnosed sociopath which makes sense considering how much regard he shows his wife and child and he’s a pretentious entitled little shitstain who takes no responsibility for his own actions and never learns from his mistakes

but at the same time he has this aggravatingly CHARMING personality like he’s the kind of guy who’s hard to stay mad at because he’s smooth and easy-going and he makes you laugh and it makes me so upset that he can’t just be like that all the time i really want a dad who loves me and who i can love in return