messaging someone

them: doesn’t reply
me: I regret this
me: I regret everything
me: I regret my whole life
me: I regret every tiny atom from every star from every corner of the galaxy that crash-landed on this earth and created the prehistoric aquatic organism that was my first multicellular ancestor

bieberkiss:

Do you ever feel like someone doesn’t want to be friends with you anymore? They don’t have to say anything, you just know. They talk to other people more than you, take hours to reply to your texts instead of minutes, constantly make plans with other people and hardly ask you to hang out. All along you know it isn’t gonna end well but you still have that sliver of hope. And that one day, they ignore you completely. And you know, you finally have to accept, you were right.

me: replies to someone’s post
me:
me:
me: oh god that was a terrible idea
me: do we even know each other that well?
me: we don’t know each other that well
me: what if they think i’m stupid
me: what if they think i’m annoying
me: oh god i’m both of those things
crawls in the fetal position